Thursday 25 September 2014

35 years of sorrows and suffering ( chapter - 7 )



In Nov 2009 , Sarita got bedridden , her digestive system stopped working . She was unable to eat anything. She was on drip. Because of not having anything she was unable to move anywhere. She was all dependent on Gudiya and she felt really bad for this. She told gudiya that she felt very bad that she needs someone to move and even make her sit. But Sarita was brave enough and never got upset by her illness. All in her mind was that she will be fine soon. Because of chemotherapies she lost her hairs. But she never hesitated to accept it. Gudiya could understand this thing that how her mother was feeling about her hair loss and about her health.  Her relatives and other people started discouraging that now there were no chances of her survival. Gudiya decided that from now onwards no one will meet her mother because she could not see her mother being discouraged. For 2 and half months sarita was on drip without having food or anything, she was unable to go to loo even because without eating anything one cannot be able to do .
                                                                    In December Gudiya had her exams and she decided to skip them and stay back at home only. She used to talk about a lot things with her mother to make her smile and to make her positive. She used to say that you will be fine Maa ( mom ).. i will take you with me after my marriage and we shall live happily ..my husband and i will take care of you...you have to play with my kids too. 
By the end of december the condition worsened , Sarita started to vomit blood. Gudiya was scared like hell because she knew that it is only her who means for her. Other family members were not too shook with her being ill and accepted that it was her time to go. Sarita's condition  was very critical. From last three months she did not even slept for a single second because of pain and vomiting all the time and her loving daughter too had spent several sleepless nights taking care of her. Everthing was blue for Gudiya on that day because next day it was her birthday and all she wanted from god was her mom as her birthday gift. She denied to receive any call and wish and just keep on crying and praying to god. Her mother got little stable on her birthday. It was Gudiya's biggest birthday gift ever. Sarita wished her daughter and tears rolled down from their eyes. But there was something else in their destiny ....

Continued ....

I wish all of you Happy Navratri . In India it is started from today. It is festival of Hindu Deity Durga . For these nine days, nine forms of deity Durga are worshiped. God bless you all. And tomorrow i will write the last chapter of this true story. 

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