35 years of sorrows and suffering ( chapter - 8 )

After two days of Gudiya's birthday, Sarita lost her voice . Her lungs were choked by the infection . Doctors left everything on God. On 7 jan 2010 Gudiya and brother were sitting beside their Mom. She was breathing very heavily and by gestures she was telling them to go and sleep. She holds gudiya's hand and told her to go away. Sarita was staring at lord krishna's photo. Gudiya kept on praying and crying and even that tough hours sarita's mother in law and husband were asleep. Gudiya ran to wake them up and called doctor. Suddenly Sarita closed her eyes and gudiya shouted like anything..all of a sudden a lot of blood started coming out ..all family members tried to take away Gudiya but she did not leave her hand. Finally she closed her eyes forever and was gone to some better world. It was the kind of end of everything for Gudiya. She was not ready to leave her hand. She tightly hugged her mother's body and cried like a hell. Her brother separated her from her mother's body and held Gudiya tightly. One can not even explain that moment ... Gudiya was totally broken. Her grandmother started shedding fake tears. It was 4 am. 
                                                              In morning people (relative) started coming and faking their emotions. Those were the relatives who never came to meet Sarita or never helped her in crucial time and always discouraged her. Gudiya was numb and sitting like a stone..... from that day to till now there are so many feelings are words in Gudiya's mind which are unspoken. Still she is carrying  all those memories in her heart and mind . Her approach towards life is totally changed now. After her Mother's death she completed her master's degree and joined a job. But as we all know that no one can take the place of mother in this whole world. She remembers her everyday ..

"No matter what anybody says about grief and about time healing all wounds, the truth is, there are certain sorrows that never fade away until the heart stops beating and the last breath is taken " 

Soon i will come up with Gudiya's further life story. And i will write a novel on Sarita's life too . Because i cannot write each and every details here. There are other characters and little incidents too which i will add up in novel. 

Thank you my dear Readers for reading this journey. If you want to ask anything related to this real story , you can mail me. Email link is given on side of the blog.